| Location | Bromsgrove |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 08/04/1967 |
| Date of Death | 08/04/1967 |
| Visitors | 5,297 since 11/09/2009 |
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My Brother Neil was the 5 th child for my parents June and John bridgwater , he was a very much wanted baby ...
sadly I can not put a photo of Neil on here as none exsist , in 1967 it was not the done thing to let mothers see or morn for their still born babies ... my mom did see Neil for a few precious minuets ... she always told us he was beautiful and perfect , with lots of dark black hair ( like our Dad ) , she engraved that image of those few mins into her mind , my mom was shown no smpathy from her family at all , and was told to foget about her darling baby boy ... How she was suppose to do that after she carried him for 9 months and felt every little kick ... I was born 2 1/2 years , I have always been told that I was a gift sent to ease moms pain a little bit ... If am a gift then I believe that Neil sent me to her ...
sadly my mom passed away in 2005 , I love to imagin her and Neil together , and them being able to have love and hugs that my mom never got to give him ....
love you forever Neil xx Look after mom til we meet again xx
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY NEIL
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Birthday Remembrance
Thinking of you on your birthday Baby Neil
But that is nothing new
For no day dawns and no day ends
Without a thought of you.
We cannot send a birthday card,
Your hand we cannot touch,
But God will take our greetings
To the one we love so much.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY NEIL
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bigs hugs from me to you and your family
and friends that you miss you ever day but
in our hearts forever you will not be forgotin
all my love hugs and xxxx from me Sylvie
mommy of Samantha Belanger and
Granddaughter of Albert and Marie-Jeanne
Belanger take care bye for now.
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BIG HUGS NEIL
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⋱♰⋰ Angel Day ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Your Angel Day in Heaven ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Many tears will fall for you ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ You touched so many loving hearts ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ There’s so many missing you ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ As you now live in paradise ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Its Heaven up above stay ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Close to all your loved ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ ones For it’s you they ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ miss and love ⋱♰⋰
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⋱♰⋰ bigs hugs from me to you and your ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ family and friends that you miss you ever day ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ but in our hearts forever you will not be ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ forgoten you take care love from me ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Sylvie mommy of Samantha Belanger ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ and Granddaughter of Albert and ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Marie-Jeanne Belanger take care ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ hugs and XXXX bye for now good ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ night ⋱♰⋰
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....Goodnight and God Bless..........
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♥ ♥ ♥ Angel Day bigs hugs from me to you and your family and friends that you miss you ever day but in our hearts forever take care love you bye for now hugs love from me.♥ ♥ ♥
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Beautifull hearts have beautifull souls,
Kind people have loving ways,
Smile and laughter will let sunlight into your life,
Faith will help you during hard times,
Friendlyness will make the days fufilled,
A positive mind will gain all and never lose,
Why did God give us these gifts and positive sayings,
To act as a weapon,
When fate trys to get us to leave the path of easy travelling,
Into the blind and darkening forest,
So dont let fate trick you with its cold icy hand,
Just keep these sayings and life will slap fates hand.
By Ryan S, Age 16. 10/2/2011
My Heaven Home
I couldent stop smiling as you embraced me,
Everything was as it was meant to be,
So we stepped together to the Golden Gates,
Away from people on the clouds' being reunited,
Then as we said our names, a man told us,
Now your entering Heaven you cant forget your house,
It can be anything you have ever wanted or dreamed of,
It was amazing to say the least, You and me in the house of our dreams,
So anything, a bowling green in the back garden i said,
Yes you smiled and dont forget the green house and conservatory!
I said and a number or large trees, Then we looked at one another,
A zoo for all animals and an avirey!
Before we knew it, there it was, our dream house,
Large lands of garden, old and quirky, everything you could want,
Because in Heaven, Money is but a thing, it has no meaning,
No, in Heaven the best hearts & love filled lives,
Get more than gold can ever buy,
So this is our new start,
With our family living down the road,
Friends living nearby,
Now lets settle and go out and celebrate!
Heaven is not just another place unlike our own,
Its everyones' reward for the love they gave to so many,
When they were in their old home.
* For you Grandad Percey & Nanny Rose, hope you are getting all you deserve and although you would say you dont deserve it and others need it more i hope you take the time to do something just for you, as you did so much for everyone elce when you were living. Also if you ever need more love then just take some from my heart there's so much for both of you*
By Ryan S. Age 16. 10.2.2011
xxxx Your Silent Angel xxxx
Have you ever felt a chill
Run up and down you
As if someone where in the room
Have you ever had a bad day
That finishes
With an unexpected smile
Has something that seemed hopeless
Suddenly gone your way
Well there is a reason.
That i am telling you today
I am YOUR silent Angel
The one you love and miss so much
I come down from Hevan
Most days and nights
Just to check on you and make sure your feeling all right
Then if all is well i go back again
But if ever i see you sad with a tear rolling down your face
Then stop that! and look for the sighns, i leave you
I leave them all over the place
Mabey a feeling of me in the room will come to you
Mabey i will send the sun out to take away your blues
Please watch for my sighns they prove i am alive
And even though i can no longer speak to you
I am always with you
So remember this and hear my prayer
I am your silent Angel
Who loves you so very much and
Helps you when times are filled with dispare
Just as i did when i was with you down there.
* Dedicated to the Best Aunty we could ever have wanted Aunt Dig*
Copyright.
Ryan S.
Age 16.
28/1/2011
Golden Shimmer's and Shrubbery
I stood in the middle of the road,
To the left i glanced,
I saw golden shimmers and beautifull shrubbery,
To the right i glanced and i heard music and talking,
I stood there for a while just thinking,
And as i did, i saw people walking,
Going past me to the golden shimmers and shrubbery,
Then after a while, i heard a voice,
From above me, Right in the middle, sounding its call,
It said come now and be free,
You can watch over your family,
Without being in pain,
Come now and be happy and carefree again,
So i stepped into the golden shimmers,
I found it was actully sunlight and Angel's robes,
And the shrubbery beautifull trees and flower beds,
Then on the other side,
I had just died, with music playing and people talking,
At my bedside,
Its a funny thing,
To be in the middle of life and death,
I did not realise it,
Until that moment, at the end,
But one day, i will meet you at that same road,
So you will not be confused,
And you will know,
That the golden shimmers and shrubbery,
Are the way home.
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By Ryan S.
Age 16.
9th Of January 2011
XxX I let go xXx
It was a funny feeling being back on my road,
For you see i had died not 2 hours ago,
Yet in that time i had seen my family,
and now here i was,
Back on the road on which i had lived and loved so much,
Yet with every step i took,
I began to let go,
I let go of neghbiours whispering over the fence,
I let go of the flower beds,
I let go of joggers and mailmen,
I let go of my friends and neghbiours, and then
I let go of delivery and moving men,
I let go of my house and all that it harboured within,
Like the clothes i used to wear and the pictures i hung on the walls,
As i walked by.
I let go of the birds and bees in the trees and
The church bell's ring,
Then as i lifted towards the sky,
It was a funny feeling i felt inside,
As i let go of the things that always seemed so certian in life,
I realised,
Those things are for the living i used them when i was alive,
But you dont need a new spounge for the bath, when you die,
No,
I no longer needed telephones or glasses or even wine,
They are not nessecary in the sky,
Infact i held on to only two things,
My memories and family,
For we will all meet again some day,
But until then our love will never die,
So goodbye now,
I am leaving this world through a cloud in the sky.
Copyright.
Ryan S.
Age 16.
8/1/2011
X My Angel X
My Angel
Just to hear your voice again
Just to feel the warmth when we embrace
To see the smile on your face
To see your eye Light up once more!
That is all i want
Now and Forevermore.
xxx Before i die xxx
I want your laugh again to light up the room
I want your hand to touch mine
Just like it used to
I want so many things
That i can still see so well in my mind
But the things i want all lead back to one thing...
You streching far and wide
Across my mind
Everything about you i miss so much
I would give everything i own for just another hour of your love
However this cannot be...
So i will take the long road
Waiting a while... Getting back on to the horse in style
Counting the time until again you are mine
When that time comes life will be Sublime
X God Bless All Angel's Including Mine X
By Ryan S. Aged 15. 9th Of November 2010.
X I am Your Angel X
I came to see you last night
You may think...
I never heard the telephone ring?
I never heard a knock on the door
But i dont have to do that anymore
I am an Angel your Angel in fact
You lost me once but now i am back
I asked the man upstairs to let me come back again
Back to the place from where i came.
He said "Yes, you may but only for 1 night"
So after that i set flight
I came down wings and all and stopped outside your door
I walked right through to see you
Then My heart was made happy,
When with my eyes i saw
You having a good evening fun and all
There you smiled having a party and i knew all was well
For you have moved on so well xxx
Not in heart where i am kept
But in life where you grow stronger yet!
So after visiting some old haunts some family and friends
I popped back one last time just to see you again
You where asleep with a smile on your face
I gave you a kiss and left this place
For life is now for you no longer for me
I am now in a place where i am free
So until you come to see me
I send my love to thee my good and loyal
Forever Friends and Family
For you have cried since i left but it has not stopped you yet! xxx !
X God Bless X
Written by Ryan Selwyn Aged 15.

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